Have you ever prayed to God to provide food for you and your family?
I don\’t mean that little, \”God, thanks for this food. Please bless it to our bodies. Amen.\”
I mean literally prayed that God would provide food because you have no idea where your next meal will come from.
And I\’d venture to say that very few, if any, of us have.
That hit me the other day as I was praying to God. I remember stopping in mid sentence while I was talking to God and saying, more to myself than to God [though I think He overheard], \”What\’s wrong with me? What am I praying for?\” This thought came to me because I realized how selfish my prayers are. It\’s all about: God, please do this for me and please do that for this other person. Thank you, Amen.
I realized that I, in the life I lead right now, don\’t NEED God. I never pray for clothes to wear. I never pray for food to eat or clean water to drink. I never pray for a place to sleep. I never pray that I\’ll have the strength to get out of bed or the courage to stand up for what I believe in. Why? Because I have never needed to pray for any of those things.
When I go to the kitchen, I know there will be food. And not just food, but choices about what food to eat. And if I don\’t see what I want there, then I\’ll run to the store or pick up my phone and order food to be delivered right to the front door.
I\’ve never prayed for a clean water source. As a matter of fact, I buy a filter to filter my clean tap water.
I can\’t think of a single time when I\’ve prayed for somewhere to lay my head….except maybe that one time when our air-conditioner went out in the middle of summer and the part was on back-order for 3 weeks. Then I was begging for some relief for my \”discomfort\”.
So what\’s the big deal? If I have no need to pray for these things, why should I concern myself with them?
I expect them. I take them for granted, day in and day out. I think our spiritual state in America makes it pretty clear that if we continue to live at this comfort level, we will need God less and less. And now that we\’ve redefined Christianity, we think it\’s ok to be comfortable. We think that God has blessed us for us.
In other words, I have no faith in regards to money.
Without going into a lot of detail, we\’ve had some big expenses come up as of late. Things that we weren\’t expected like car problems (oh the stories I could tell) and some other \”inconveniences\”. I\’ve watched as our savings have slowly dwindled well below my preferred number and I\’ve felt that stress level begin to rise.
You know what\’s been great about it though? Seeing how God steps in and says, \”How about you just trust me.\”
So I thought I\’d give that a try… you know, let God take care of us instead of trying to figure it all out. Novel idea, right? After all, my worrying doesn\’t seem to accomplish much.
And guess what. He has provided. In marvelous ways that glorify HIM.
Richard sold his truck to the first person he showed it to (who does that??). His flying schedule has been out of control [in a good way] for the past month. I recently got a bonus at work that couldn\’t have come at a better time. We\’ve seen the random generosity of several people who have given directly to us or towards our mission trip coming up.
And we\’ve been able to give more to missions than we ever have before. Praise God!
What have I learned? Well, for one, it sure is nice to be able to relax in God\’s hand when unexpected bills and expenses come along knowing that, while they may have come as a shock to us, He knew about them all along.
And at the end of the day, regardless of what the numbers in our bank account are, God is in control. And our situations and frustrations and trials and heartaches are all designed to bring glory to Him.
But even more than those things, it\’s nice to know that even if we didn\’t have food to eat, a place to sleep, good health, or clean water and even if we didn\’t have the money to pay the bills….God would still be a good God. Because He is God. And good is one of the things that defines Him.
God didn\’t meet these needs so we could be happy and content and say, \”Thanks God.\” God met these needs so we could tell others what a great God we serve and it\’s by Him and through Him and in Him that we have all that we need…. and more.