Honestly…

Honestly, sometimes I would rather read a book about God than actually read God\’s book.

I struggle with this a lot. I know it\’s a heart issue and it doesn\’t make sense in the big picture. But right now it\’s true and it\’s what I must confess and intentionally allow the Holy Spirit to change in me.

I look back at times in my life when the Bible was my source of life and strength. I longed to read it and soaked it in like a sponge. But not right now.

God, help me.